i read an article recently about how professional cuddling is a thing. who knew? people actually pay other people for cuddles, for laying with them, to stroke their hair or arm, to spoon them, to be close. the professional cuddlers go through training and receive a diploma at the end of their training and they … Continue reading cuddling


rejection - its probably my biggest one. going all the way back into my childhood. my dad picking my step mom over me when she asked him to choose between the two of us. my mom choosing to stay with the man who sexually assaulted me. my best friend turning her back on me because … Continue reading insecurities

Wise words

Everyone says love hurts, but that is not true. Loneliness hurts. Rejection hurts. Losing someone hurts. Envy hurts. Everyone gets these things confused with love, but in reality love is the only thing in this world that covers up all pain and makes someone feel wonderful again. Love is the only thing in this world … Continue reading Wise words

holding back

i've been a master at it. a talent i learned throughout my childhood,  perfected within my marriage and over the last few months started practicing within other relationships too. it's unhealthy for me to do so though and has even caused some health issues, emotionally, mentally and physically. i have rarely experienced anxiety in my … Continue reading holding back